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mood:  contemplative music: Transcendence (Original Mix) - Nujabes
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I brought you something close to me,
Left for something you see though your here.
You haunt my dreams
There's nothing to do but believe,
Just Believe.
Just Breathe.
Another day, just believe,
Another day, just breathe
Another day, just believe,
Another day. Just breathe.
I'm used to it by now.
Another day, just believe.
Just breathe. Just believe.
Just breathe.
Lying in my bed,
Another day, staring at the ceiling.
Just breathe. Another day.
Another day, just believe.
Another day.
I'm used to it by now.
I'm used to it by now.
Just breathe. Just believe.
Just breathe. Just believe.
Just believe. Just breathe.
Just believe.
Another day, just believe.
Another day.
Another day, just believe,
Another day, just breathe,
Another day (I do believe).
Another day (so hard to breathe),
Another day (not so hard to believe),
Another day. Another day.
if i am so shallow, then why cant i see the surface...
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| take my revolution |
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| 09:07am 23/02/2005 |
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mood:  blah music: Six Underground (Original Mix) - Sneaker Pimps
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its that time again *^.^*;; (yay! another late update).
a few things have happened since my last update. blm AF2 count - 3/5 (hands, legs, feet) *^.^*V /cheer. i am getting closer and closer to full blm AF2 (now i just need to clear dynamis - windurst so i can move on *~.~*;;).
i ended up running some kindred seal BC30s with my jp friends. we won all 7 runs (had 2 blm, so another blm and i swapped for a few turns). sadly, no claw or cloth dropped for me *>.<*. but a claw did drop out of our 7 runs (congrats Rampal san *^.^*). over all, it was pretty fun.
the new update comes out today. sky 2 looks pretty kewl *^.^*. too bad i am gimpy and havent finished CoP missions *~.~*;; (i guess i wont get to see it right away....go gimpy! /cry *;_;*). i still need to finish all my bastok missions so i can get rank 10 (yeah, i know, i am really gimpy with my rank 7).
in other news, my whm is now 64 (@20k till 65). i need to level faster, i feel like it takes me forever to get a level nowa days *~.~*.
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| 11:44am 17/02/2005 |
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mood:  aggravated music: The Real Folk Blues (Feat. Mai Yamane) - Seat Belts
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whee, another update *^.^*;;.
*ahem*
happy belated birthday to you,
happy belated birthday to you,
happy belated birthday to Biggy,
happy delated birthday to you. *^.~*V.
congrats to Elites on getting cursed pld body (first NA on Ragnarok) *^.^*V.
picture thief *^.~*;;. (thankies Darte)....
in other news, my whm is @63 now (almost 64). still a long way to go *~.~*;;.
well, i ll stop here for today, feeling kind of depressed *;_;*.
-wisper
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| 01:56pm 31/01/2005 |
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mood:  cold music: Forever Today (Original Mix) - DJ Tiesto
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back for another update *^.^*;; (my updates are always late *~.~*).
in RL...my school and work hours offically suck *x.X*;;. i hardly have time for anything anymore *>.<*. well, at least i have have a pretty easy seminster (class-wise) *^.^*;;. i got RE4 for a special someone *^.^* (happy birthday *^.^*V). wow, that game looks really really nice. its kinda sad when i get freaked out just watching someone play it *>.<* (i am such a wuss *~.~*).
in FFXI...have you ever had thoughts in music? i mean for some odd reason, everytime i hear forever today by tiesto, i think about the calm. maybe i am just weird like that *^.~*;;.
i have also been doing a lot of random thinking lately, i wonder what is the reality of me and my reliationship with my online friends? well, ideally, i would love to be popular (have lots of friends), have all the great items and lots of gil, and liked by everyone that i meet...(i think most of us as humans do in a way). but i think the reality of my online life is more like...most people just dont know me, or have no idea that i even exist. like i said, maybe i am just weird...*~.~*;;.
leveling whm has been a slow process (@62 now *~.~*). although being able to finally level together with my roommate lianthe (lia) has been a total blast *^.^*V /cheer (she is such a rocking dark knight *^.~*). i still need to work on leveling smn and have started to level my rdm (yay, gimpy level 7 rdm *^.~*V). ah well, there is always tomorrow...*~.~*;;.
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| 12:56pm 14/01/2005 |
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mood:  amused music: Let Go (Original Mix) - Frou Frou
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Drink up baby doll,
Are you in or are you out,
Leave your things behind,
'Cos it's all going off without you.
Excuse me too busy,
Writing your your tragedy,
These mishaps you bubble-wrap,
When you've no idea what you're like.
So let go, So let go jump in,
Oh well what you waiting for,
It's alright,
'Cos there's beauty in the breakdown.
So let go-let it go, just get in.
Oh it's so amazing here,
It's alright,
'Cos there's beauty in the breakdown.
It gains the more it gives,
And it rises with the fall,
So hand me that remote,
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow.
Such boundless pleasure,
We've no time for later now,
You can't await your own arrival,
You've twenty seconds to comply.
So let go, So let go jump in,
Oh well what you waiting for,
It's alright,
'Cos there's beauty in the breakdown.
So let go-let it go, just get in,
Oh it's so amazing here,
It's alright,
'Cos there's beauty in the breakdown.
mic check *^.~*;;... wow, its really been a long time since i updated my journal (did i ever mention that i am horrible at maintaining a journal *~.~*;;). so much has happened since the last time i updated, its rather hard to think about where to start *~.~*;;. i got blm to 75 finally *^.^*V /cheer. currently working on whm (@13000 till 62). i also joined TheCalm (formerly known as AkuAdvanced *^.^*). so much more stories to tell, but i cant think of them all right now *~.~*;; (i guess, i ll have to update as they come to me). anyways, (i am still at work, so i guess i should do some workish stuff *~.~*). i guess this will be a short update for now.
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| 09:39am 13/09/2004 |
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mood:  crappy music: Connected (Original Mix) - Ayumi Hamasaki
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sorry for the late update *~.~*;;. i have been super busy...(in both RL and FFXI *^.~*;;). so much has happened since my last update, where do i start *^.^*;;...
in RL...test after test, homework after homework (ah, college life is always fun *^.~*). i missed Dynamis-Jeuno because i had to go up to my college campus to take a Bio 2 test *;_;* (i hope i did good on it *^.~*V).
in FFXI...ran a bunch of BC40s with my friends, only got erase once *>.<*. i guess i really should just buy it, i am starting to feel gimpy without it *~.~*;;.
i also went to Dynamis-Bastok with a whole bunch of people about a week ago. that was so much fun *^.^*V. 2 blm AF2 pants (relics) dropped on that trip...but of course, my crappy lotting luck kicks in as always...(i think i lotted 10 and 14 or something like that *;_;*). Dynamis is really fun, i *definitely* have to do it more *^.~*V.
i am very proud to say that i now have Fenrir *^.~*V. that was a fun fight *^.^*. we won on our first try *^.^*V (with a party make up of nin, war, blm, whm, rdm, brd). i really thought that the Fenrir fight was going to be tougher. but our amazing nin tank made it really easy *^.^*.
i also did more Zilart missions *^.^V. Wow, the stories for Zilart missions are super super amazing!!! finally, i now have access to sky *^.^*V. i think The Hall of The Gods will be my new hang out *^.^*.
on a side note, congrats to my friend Kain on whm AF3 *^.^*V. i do want to say that thf AF quest (the one in Garlaige Citadel) is horrible. that nm bomb is just too much *>.<*. but to make the long story short, i went to help with thf AF. the bomb spawns, the first thing it does when it spawns, is self-destruct *~.~*. for some odd reason, i cant ever see the bomb spawn (on my screen) until its about halfway into self-destruct. but by then, its too late for me to stun it *>.<*. that happened like 3 times...people die, and i feel and look like a total newbie *;_;*. finally, i was able to catch it on the 4 try *^.^V. but it is really really bad when, i have to spam my F8 target key to find it and stun it before it even shows up on my screen *>.<*. i guess i could be having lag issues, but my lag is never that bad (even in Dynamis) *~.~*;;. maybe i am just a bad player *;_;*.
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| 07:44am 01/09/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: Ghosts (Vincent De Moor Original Mix) - Tenth Planet
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hey, its another update *^.~*! /cheer. i am feeling kinda down, so i ll try to make this update as cheerful as i can...
so i am still trying to level as fast as i can *^.^*. i am only @9600 till 72 now *^.^*V! i really hope i can get to 75 before CoP comes out (which is in 20 days *~.~*;;).
just found out last night that Biggy might be quitting *;_;*. he say that his account will be gone for now and will "try" to get it reactivated in a week or two. i hope he comes back, he is one of the better drks i know *;_;*. as a parting gift, he got me a Gala Corsage *^.^*. i guess a girl should always be happy when someone gives her flowers, but somehow, i dont feel very happy (its always hard to say goodbye to someone you have known for a while *~.~*)...
i think i have known Biggy from back when we were still in our mid to late level 30s.
Biggy, if you are coming back, i hope to see you soon....
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| 06:16am 30/08/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Cosmic Dare (Pretty With A Pistal In Hand) - Yoko Kanno
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wow, so much stuff happened over this weekend, ah well, it ll be a long update (an amusing read at least *^.~*).
friday i tried to get to level 71 (was @2400) as soon as i got home from work (which was at around 11:45 am). got a party invite (to replace someone) pretty fast. the party was at Dragon's Aery, so i hopped on a choco and headed that way. i got to Boyahda Tree and entered. as i get to the main area, i tried to stop so i can cast sneak on myself, but...my keyboard goes nutty at this point and decides that i did want to stop *;_;*. next thing i know, a huge train of crabs and a knight crawler was on me *>.<*..... i died shortly after that encounter (ended up getting a raise II from a random kind whm that was running by *^.^*). since i didnt want to make the party wait anymore for me (i didnt rest after raise). i continued on my way to Dragon's Aery. as i get there, our brd and pld gets into a tiff about something and our brd leaves. as he is leaving, he runs by a spider and gets arggo-ed (i had missed the arguement so i didnt see that the brd was leaving). i quickly try to sleep the spider only to have sleep miss *;_;* and the brd then uses a scroll of instant warp. needless to say, the spider hits me and kills me before the rest of my party had a chance to save me. i get raised II again and now the pld leaves. as we try to look for replacements, i get an emergency call from a friend and had to logout *~.~*;;. i finally was able to logon later that night and got 71 *^.^*V.
on saturday, i did Zilart missions 4 - 7 with Shad, Ace, Ice, Rae, and Nym. with help from Rampal san, and Shaft san *^.^*V. Zilart missions are so fun, doing them as really restored my faith in FFXI *^.~*. Shad, Ace, Ice, Nym, Rae, and myself will need to do more missions together, we rock *^.^*V. Rampal san and Shaft san, THANK YOU SO MUCH *^.^*!!! YOU TWO ARE THE BEST *^.~*V. you are always there for me and always willing to help me. i cant thank you two enough *^.^*.
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| 07:17am 26/08/2004 |
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mood: accomplished music: As The Rush Comes (Orginal Mix) - Motorcycle
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So little time, so little time
I'm so frustrated
Some little joy, so little joy
It's complicated
So little time, so little time time
To work it on out
(Yeah yeah)
So little joy, so little joy
It's complicated
I feel I'm stumbling in the dark
Somnambulated
I feel my heart seeking the sparks
I'm praying for love
(Love love)
Praying for love
So little joy, so little joy
It's complicated
Some little time, so little time
When your heart's been faded
So little hope, so little hope
I'm praying for love
(Love love)
Is more than enough...
sorry for the late update, a lot happened this past week. i had to deal with a huge load of drama this past week *-_-;;. i havent had too much time to play lately, as college started for me. but, i wont ramble too much about my life *^.~*.
i finally beat Maat !!! *^.^*V /cheer (Maat - 3, Wisper - 1). not being able to beat Maat had me doubting my skill as a blackmage (even though everyone tells me that Maat is mostly luck). but i think not only beating Maat but also breaking the old time record (old time record - 2 min. 40 sec., wisper's time record - 2 min. 36 sec.) makes me feel much much better. now with Maat out of the way, 75 here i come *^.^*V. i still need to get a moldy earring (still no drop from Mysticmaker ;_;). maybe i ll try camping him again this weekend. my first dynamis trip is this sunday, i hope i do well *^.^*;;.
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| 11:22am 19/08/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: Burned With Desire (Feat. Justine Suissa) - Armin Van Buuren
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When you touched my face,
When you call my name,
I'm burned with desire...
But you left me in the rain...
wow, another update *^.^* /cheer.
i did a lot this weekend, but most of it was in real life *^.~*.
i lost to Maat again ;_; (Maat - 3, Wisper - 0). its always down to the last spell. ah well, i will try again *^.^*V. i ended up camping Mysticmaker for a long while (still no earring drop ;_;). while camping Mysticmaker, i had a crazy idea, i should get Mysticmaker to fight Maat for me *^.^*V /cheer. maybe, just maybe, they ll end up killing each other and i can get the earring drop from Mysticmaker *and* beat Maat at the same time *^.~*V. its a perfect plan, now i just need to convince Mysticmaker that its a good idea *~.~*;; lol. anyways, i sold my soul last night ;_;. to make up for the large shortage of money i needed, i sold both of my astral rings ;_; /cry. i hope that i ll have a chance to replace them somehow. i guess i can always go camp oz for them, but then again...bah (dreads the thought of camping against kitty *~.~*;;). i also joined a new forming Dynamis LS (i ll have to wait and see how well it works out).
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| 09:30am 12/08/2004 |
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do you cry your eyes asleep ?
is it peace you seek at night when your body's weak ?
did it leave you with the scars, of a war-torn ravaged heart ?
do you cry your eyes asleep ?
another update today *^.^* /cheer.
i didnt get a chance to play a whole lot last night -_-;;.
i *did* get to log on, and help a good friend out with drk AF2 (congrats again Lia *^.^*V). on a sad note, i lost to Maat again ;_; (Wisper - 0, Maat - 2). it was a close fight, i was one spell away from beating him (stun wore off and he got blizzardga II off before my waterga III). i think i will try again after i *actually* get 70.
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| 11:34am 11/08/2004 |
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testing, testing...
well, this is my first update *^.^*V.
i will try to keep it updated *^^*;.
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